going to be pulled out of school early tomorrow and staying in san diego ‘till monday, later hoes ;)
All this crap we deem so important in life man… it is all pointless. In high school, why give a shit about finding that “special someone” or losing your virginity or partying or everything else. You are not going to give a fuck in the next few years. Why be someone who works in a building, a factory, someone who adds numbers for a living. Doing so, day by day. How the hell is that fulfilling? Why be someone who learns shit we won’t ever need, why be a scientist who tries to discover and uncover things? Wouldn’t life be more interesting with a little mystery? I do not fit into any of this first-world privileges crap. Haven’t you ever wondered what it would feel like to wake up in a hut in a village unoccupied by processed air but only by love and the instinct of natural survival? To fall asleep, being able to see ALL the stars? Why do we need this? We do not need this. We do not need new technology. We need to LIVE. Stop planning! Be spontaneous. Where is the need for simplicity? Where has that gone? I cannot handle thinking that I will have to go through all this schooling and spending money crap but to get to where I want to be. I need something more. I am nowhere near feeling the least bit fulfilled and I cannot stand society. I need to do some soul searching.
